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| I NO LONGER USE THIS SITE... I'M NOW AT www.livejournal.com/users/xobleubeautyox | | |
| So I went to church today...YAY for me. For anyone that really knows me, they know how much of a big deal that is. So I'm moving on with the greiving process, learning that being mature is much easier. I haven't realized how much less stress I have when I don't have certain things in my life. And honeslty I've been loving it lately! Like I said to my dad yesterday, I can't wait to go to college, because no one around here is truly worth my time right now. Not answering phone calls, calling people on their shit, and not letting anyone take advantage of me anymore. This web page will change soon...because the title of this web page is something that I need to get away from. Have a nice day all... | | |
| Yea, now I'm sticking to what I said at the beginning of the year. New me...new friends, new crushes, new loves, new life. It's better for me this way. I don't need to be stressed out by these immature people. No matter what a person says...its always a persons actions that speak louder than their words. In relationships, in friendships, in anything. You can say you love me, and the way you treat me will tell me overall. You can say you're a good friend, and not be there for me, and I will know what kind of friend you truly are. So now, I am clearing my life of all its stresses, and doing what I need to do to keep myself happy. If that means loosing some close relationships, then so be it... | | |
| Man, school has been more stressful than I thought. Maybe its just because I have too much slack time, and too much to do. Well sometimes not enough to do, but not enough motivation to do it. Well, the days go one by one...and I'm ready for Summer to start. After working so much during the summer, these days are slow and boring. I am now realizing that the one person I thought was going to stay my friend, is a very shady person. But what can you say, she is going to be who she wants to be, and as am I. And, these stupid ass little mood swing games that are being played, are not part of my agenda anymore. I play enough games with these boys, and tryin to keep them happy, and no way in hell i'm going to do the same with you, sorry. No offense, but its just like when you they were playin those dumb games with you, you said, "can we grow up and get out of middle school." Seems to me you are acting the same way. But whatever, you are who you hang out with right? Time to move on... | | |
| Well, today first day back at school. And right now I am exhausted. I'm ready for a nap right now. I didn't get to bed until pretty late last night, and man and I paying for it right now. Woke up at 6, class at 7...went for a run at 8...hung out with Jen, Ben, Kory, and a bunch of other people for a little while, then went to class with Geoff and DJ at 10. After that went to Lakes to lifeguard for a little....OMG there was this huge disaster there. In the girls locker room...just that right there would scare me...no but in the girls locker room, some pipe broke above the ceiling right. And the locker room was completely crazy...Some girl came out to me and was like...It looks like its raining from the ceiling...i looked at her like she was crazy! Wouldn't you have? But then I walked in...omg, there was rain coming out of the crack in the ceiling, where the ceiling and the walls meet, out of the light fixtures, and not just like dripping, like sheets of water and flooding everything. It was disgusting, because then all the mold and crap was coming through and it smelled horrible. But then after that I went back to Pierce for my Spanish class. If anyone is taking spanish at Pierce, take it was VALDEZ. He is awesome! Then ran a bunch of errands, and crap i have to work tonight! I'm gonna sleep like a baby tonight! See ya all...oh yea, if anyone wants to go to the swim meet with me tomorrow, lakes vs mt. rainer at cp, lemme know! Take care all! xoxo | | |
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